whatsthepointoflife

just wish me uck im not gonna go back here tomorrow i have to do alot more things that i should don i should finish this finish everything pls help me

haekjammm juseyooo hopefuly noone notice that amen i dont know i just realized i have short time for everything like literally everything omg

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am i going crazy no never out of mymind i hate it i hate it like a lot lot lot i want everythibg but i dont want to do anything people please just evoid me and let me trough all the things just please no its ot ok im not ok everybody knows that? idk im hungry but there is no food i hate life can i die tomorrow please im sorry mom

i want to kill myself i want to end pain end suffer end life  i know people said that you cant do that theres somethiing more you can appriciate in life blablabla no i dont even have any reason to stay nothing love no money no myself  no family no friend no i just causes many problem many many many of it my life is boring i always avoid people i hate people i hate myself i want to drink but cant buy dont have money i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee\ just hate what is wronng with me really\

what should i do what future gonna be for me i try so hard sometimes and sometimes i dont even want to do anything yeah i know it i am a loser 100% definnnitly a loser and i keep typing i dont know why im doing this anyway i want to eat but wont do anything to get it just keunyang hell it i hatee my life i wish i could be someone else i want tobe rich and good and to be loved

no one even notice well maybe they notice but for sure they dont care people might think they want to be immortal for me it doesnt matter i think im still gonna suffer everywhere i live im scared hearing peoples voice scraed people might talk something bad about me infact like they dont reall care but im still scared of anything i always want to do extreme sport bcs i am afraid of heights but i want to fall falling is more promised and relieve to me then just to hanging in the dge not gonna doing anything and scared everytime i wake up in the morning i just want to sleep again and hoping im dead im repeating that everyday and i wake up late and hate my life and not doing anything\ just hating everybit of it im hungry but im lazy to go out i cant go out without showering or atleast i didnt look bad beside im going alone always alone i hate it and i dont have money anyway i cant deliver food bcs i already have food loan i hate my life myself

people wondering wth that im doing im wonering that too seems like i dont always have ansswer for that thats sad or lamee or boring i know you hate me i know many people hate me dont say you love me you liar  you dont even know me yeah i know i dont have friend my family hate me my teacher too  im tto afraid to go outside to interact with human or anything living even talks to cat is hard for me i always think people or any breathing living judge me no, its not funny its really not its sad for fact its pathetic i am pathetic im just typing this bcs i want to talk to someone but i cant iw ont i am suck

ok so i hate people and myself i tried my best to avoid people is that wrong? probably yeah of course maybe idk i need sometime alone but i dont want to be alone can i just die today i didnt take shower there are many mosquitos why i never get so sick and passed out i want to lose control i hate my minds i wish i could forget anything

i believe ingod but why god create us why i have to be born why i am useless and just make many troubles in peoples life why why you want me to live god to suffer? to go to the hell in the end? you probably know that i gonna be a bad person all i want is sex, eat and sleep and thats probably good but bad at the same time i dont even have any motivation to still alive or even living all i do just a mmess all i can do is making troble for many people or suffring people around me more

have you ever feel empty? did you feel tired and then end up slleping all day? or cant even sleep all day? whats the point of life anyway we all gonna die did you know in the end we probably not gonna be in heaven even if we did good? did you know that if you still living that might be more disaster for many people arround you? people suffering bcs you still life i want to die but im afraid to die call me lazy bcs even if i try so hard in the end it all doesnt even matter im laughing now or cying now they say life is beautiful sometimes painful they said you never alone there must be somebody love you i dont hink so even if they love you did they love you sicenrely did you think your family really love you did you think so did you ever feel somehow even if you succeed today you gonna fail tomorrow again anyaway when did this all over if today is the end of the world im still not gonna achieve anything anyway