no one even notice
well maybe they notice
but for sure they dont care
people might think they want to be immortal
for me
it doesnt matter i think im still gonna suffer everywhere i live
im scared hearing peoples voice
scraed people might talk something bad about me
infact like they dont reall care
but im still scared of anything
i always want to do extreme sport
bcs i am afraid of heights
but i want to fall
falling is more promised and relieve to me
then just to hanging in the dge not gonna doing anything and scared
everytime i wake up in the morning i just want to sleep again and hoping im dead
im repeating that everyday
and i wake up late and hate my life
and not doing anything\
just hating everybit of it
im hungry
but im lazy to go out
i cant go out without showering
or atleast i didnt look bad
beside im going alone always alone
i hate it
and i dont have money anyway
i cant deliver food
bcs i already have food loan
i hate my life
myself