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just wish me uck im not gonna go back here tomorrow i have to do alot more things that i should don i should finish this finish everything pls help me
haekjammm juseyooo hopefuly noone notice that amen i dont know i just realized i have short time for everything like literally everything omg
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am i going crazy no never out of mymind i hate it i hate it like a lot lot lot i want everythibg but i dont want to do anything people please just evoid me and let me trough all the things just please no its ot ok im not ok everybody knows that? idk im hungry but there is no food i hate life can i die tomorrow please im sorry mom
i want to kill myself i want to end pain end suffer end life  i know people said that you cant do that theres somethiing more you can appriciate in life blablabla no i dont even have any reason to stay nothing love no money no myself  no family no friend no i just causes many problem many many many of it my life is boring i always avoid people i hate people i hate myself i want to drink but cant buy dont have money i hateeeeeeeeeeeeee\ just hate what is wronng with me really\
what should i do what future gonna be for me i try so hard sometimes and sometimes i dont even want to do anything yeah i know it i am a loser 100% definnnitly a loser and i keep typing i dont know why im doing this anyway i want to eat but wont do anything to get it just keunyang hell it i hatee my life i wish i could be someone else i want tobe rich and good and to be loved
no one even notice well maybe they notice but for sure they dont care people might think they want to be immortal for me it doesnt matter i think im still gonna suffer everywhere i live im scared hearing peoples voice scraed people might talk something bad about me infact like they dont reall care but im still scared of anything i always want to do extreme sport bcs i am afraid of heights but i want to fall falling is more promised and relieve to me then just to hanging in the dge not gonna doing anything and scared everytime i wake up in the morning i just want to sleep again and hoping im dead im repeating that everyday and i wake up late and hate my life and not doing anything\ just hating everybit of it im hungry but im lazy to go out i cant go out without showering or atleast i didnt look bad beside im going alone always alone i hate it and i dont have money anyway i cant deliver food bcs i already have food loan i hate my life myself