i believe ingod
but why god create us
why i have to be born
why
i am useless
and just make many troubles in peoples life
why
why you want me to live god
to suffer?
to go to the hell in the end?
you probably know that i gonna be a bad person
all i want is sex, eat and sleep
and thats probably good but bad at the same time
i dont even have any motivation to still alive
or even living
all i do just a mmess
all i can do is making troble for many people
or suffring people around me more